Just Something To Tell You

Hush now,
close your eyes
What do you picture?
The simple things that
I have in mind
were just the things
I have been thinking about you

Truly missing you
I can't put my mind away
When I see and talk to you
It just simply makes me happy
but I do worry about
what's going to come after that

Will this be a repeat of my past?
Gosh, I do not know
I know you keep promising me
that your love for me will not die
I just don't know how true it is
I can't really tell
and I can't promise you that
my love for you will stay

Like what they always say
Only time will tell...

Just remember this, live on for me and I'll wait for you.


For Eric Coburg

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Your Promise

I didn't want to write this
but I could see how much
you wanted me to
How odd this is just
knowing you for a few weeks
and now I am in love with you

I admire how much you
tried and persevered in
making me fall for you
I know how much your
love for me is passionate
and everlasting too

Right now, you're somewhere
in the desert and alone
I worry for your safety
You promised me that
you would live day by day just for me
and I will be waiting
patiently for your return

Dear Eric,
Please take care of yourself
and always remember this promise
that you had made.
Always loving you...


For Eric Coburg

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Hurt

I'm upset at this moment
I feel that you're taking me for granted
This, you must be wondering why
Talking to you hasn't been
as great as it used to be
now you're slow and showing
less interest in replying to me

I always remember how
you wanted me to accept you
Well, and I did accept you
and right now, I guess I have tried too hard
I tried too hard,
I give in, I wanted to make you happy
You're not like the other guys
I don't know now,
I feel so lost at this point
I just feel that you're taking me for granted
I want this relationship to last but
it doesn't seem to be...

I feel like I'm just hanging there
with just a hand holding on a rope
any moment, any time
I may just let go
and fall...
It just ends there.

For Tieme Willems


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As I Look At Your Picture

Every day I would look at the pictures
that you had given to me
Looking through and thoroughly
The more I look at you
I just miss you more and more
even if we had just talked
to each other minutes ago

As I look at your picture,
I noticed that you have
beautiful brown eyes
Nice red lips...
that are so tempting to kiss
Wonderful features that I see

Your sweet and loving personality
just simply swept me away
Picturing the two of us
being together is really pleasant
but it hurts at the same time
to know the truth that
we are too far away from each other

As I look at your pictures,
I try to convince myself
that I will be able to
wait for the day to come
Waiting for two years to end,
just to see you, touch you and hug you
I want to see that smile on your face,
the sense of assurance that I will get
this truly brings out the right moment...

For Tieme Willems

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